I guess I never really considered
Always pushed them all aside
I loved you
I love you
And I fear I might tomorrow, too.
The problem is the flip side
I just never took the time to see
As much as I may care
I hold resentment towards you, my dear.
You were right, I always knew
I deserved better
Better than what you put me through
Perhaps I always felt this way
And maybe I won't always
But it's time for me and you to see
That you hurt me in ways I'm only now getting
And a part of me may always hate you for that.
I don't want to let this anger slide
I prefer to hold it close inside
To let it walk will open a door
And there's no coming back once the hurt waltz in.
So turn back around, say goodbye
And pretend it doesn't matter
Because in the end you're the one who lost.